Let it pour down! Kristin Cavallari is coming clean.

The former Laguna Beach star got candid about her divorce from Jay Cutler and how it kick-started her self-discovery journey during what she touted as her “most vulnerable” interview ever. Kristin stated that her relationship ended with “really sad” and she realized she needed to do something drastic to become a better parent to the NFL stars. Camden, 9, Jaxon8. Saylor, 6.

She said that the scariest thing she’s ever done was get divorced. The School of Greatness podcast. It was the most rewarding thing I have ever done. This has really fueled my self-love journey and helped me to discover who I am.

Uncommon James founder rearranged priorities in order to be first.

“My kids are my inspiration to make the best of me,” she stated. “I cannot be more kind to my kids than I can to myself. If I feel empty, they will not be able to receive the best I can. Being able to be energized and love myself so I can love on my kids—and support them and encourage them—that’s the most important thing.”