“When that confession came out,” Jason said, “I got put in this ultimate ultimatum—either restart your career here, no podcast, no media, no nothing, no side hustle at the bank, or go restart it outside of the bank.”

After spending almost a decade in the industry, Jason chose to press the reset button, even after Kaitlyn pulled the episode despite her sponsorship deals.

“I am all about consistency of putting out podcasts and I made the decision to take it down because I felt so terrible,” the Dancing With the Stars champion admitted. “And then I felt like, I don’t mind how much money it’s losing. It was really hard to believe that you were putting your career on the line.