Since then, it’s been many years. Sienna Miller and Jude Law split. But the actress still remembers the media frenzy around their relationship like it was yesterday. 

“It feels like somebody else’s existence,” she said in an interview for ELLE U.K.’s May issue while looking back at that time in her life. “I can goAnd visit it and look at it, but it doesn’t feel like my life. It’s unbelievable that this happened. It’s hard to believe that it happened. But, the whole decade of chaos is still so much a part of my daily life.

The two met in 2003 while working on the movie AlfieThey were engaged to each other in 2004. However, in 2005 reports surfaced that Law had been having an affair while caring for his children’s nanny. Miller was publicly apologetic to the actor, saying he was deeply ashamed of his actions and that it had “hurt Sienna” and others.

Law (49) and Miller (44) split in 2006. They rekindled their relationship in 2009, but they broke apart again in 2011.