Lamar shares his thoughts about reconciling with Sabrina. He doesn’t name Sabrina in the post but he knows that it was “the addict within me” that “hated being single” and “wanted to see a beautiful face to wake him up to.”

He continues, “Late night and early mornings alone wears out a brother.” It was a lonely feeling that I found solace in marijuana, a bunch of random women and not love them all, but it did beat loneliness.

Lamar claims that he became sober again thanks to the support of his team. He wrote, “Today is my freedom. Drug free. Marijuana free. Relationships free. Rebuilding a friendship with myself. I am also with my family. Focused on my faith. “My growth.”