Regarding the notion that life can change in an instant, “I got kind of obsessed with that for awhile, before and after. Many things have died. A line in a book gave me great comfort. It said that if you truly lose everything you will be able to become wealthy by losing it all.
However, any kind of reasoning proved to be difficult.
Williams said, “I found meanings in the situation but it doesn’t really make sense. I can’t understand why.” “I can’t find a meaning for it. I can find meanings in things and people and relationships that have sprung up and friendships that have strengthened, I can find a lot of meaning in that. However, not all. Why?.”
And nothing about that changed, for her or for anyone else who knew Ledger well. Williams shared the following: PorterMagazine in 2016, that she had shown a lot of maturity when accepting the truth, even when it came to Ledger’s loss. It just will not ever be right,” she stated about her decision to raise Matilda alone.