Maya VanderShe is grieving for her baby. Mason Miller.

The 10th of December will be The Sunset Selling star shared the heartbreaking news that she had a stillbirth 38 weeks into her pregnancy. In an Instagram post, she wrote that yesterday was “the hardest day in my life.” At 38 weeks, I gave birth to a stillborn baby. It was something I had heard about, but I never thought I would be a part of this statistic.

“Instead of delivering a baby, I get to go home with a memory box… I do not wish this on anyone,” she continued. What was supposed to be a weekly check-up has turned into something that will change my life forever. Since I shared my pregnancies on the show, I was aware that I would have to write about it and not ask the question “When is your due date?” Mason Miller, we will always keep you close to our hearts.

Maya, who is mom to kids Aiden2. Elle, 19 months, announced her third pregnancy over the summer.