He said, “Grieving can be a difficult process. I still feel it every day. Alyssa and me, as well as our families, still have to deal with this.” “We lost our child. This was an honest and true situation. She is my best friend. Zen, my son, is the best. “I’m going love Zen my child, and every child,” 

Nick has already become a father to his 10-year-old twins Moroccan and Monroe, with ex-wife Mariah Carey, 4-year-old Golden “Sagon” and 13-month-old Powerful Queen, with Brittany Bell, and 7-month-old twins Zion Mixolydian and Zillion Heir, with Abby De La Rosa.

“I’m a responsible human being I take full responsibility for everything,” Nick added. “I have to apologize for any additional pain and confusion I might have caused to anyone involved.”