Hilary Duff You will learn what it is like to fly under hostile skies.

It How I Met Your Father star recently vacationed in Hawaii with husband Matthew Koma, son Luca ComrieThe ten-year-old and the 10-year old girls Banks Violet Bair3 and 12 months old Mae “MaeMae” James Bair. However, the Aloha State was far from paradise when it came to flying there and back.

“Guys, I’ve never been more embarrassed in my entire life than being on a plane with MaeMae,” Hilary said on her Instagram Story April 5. “She was the naughtiest baby—and before I hear all the comments, about like, ‘Oh, it’s her ears or her teeth.’ No. Nope. It was all fine. However, she has a different level of volume now that she shouts.

It’s loud, it lasts for so long, and it feels wild like an animal in a cage. It happened probably for four hours of the five-and-a-half hour flight from L.A to Hawaii. It was completely unhinged. We were freaking out. It was impossible to do anything. We were hated by everyone.”