Taylor Swift is undoubtedly feeling happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time. Why? You don’t know what it is, but she feels 32. 

The pop star shared all the best photos from her 32nd birthday party on Monday, Dec. 13. This was her and her best friend’s big day, so it was a shared celebration. Alana HaimOn December 15, they turned 30. They celebrated their 30th birthdays on December 15.

Alana was among those who were able to get an invitation. Licorice Pizza co-star Cooper HoffmanThe son of Philip Seymour Hoffman), 13 Reasons You Should Care star Tommy DorfmanTaylor’s muse Sadie Sink and Alana’s sister and HAIMBandmate Este Haim. They were also present Booksmart actress Diana Silvers, singer Gracie Abrams ModellMartha Hunt.

Taylor shared a glimpse into her party on Instagram, writing, “*don’t say it, don’t say it OKAY I’m saying it:* I’M FEELIN 32. Alana has 30 years of age.

She also put to rest any concern about precautions amid the COVID-19 pandemic. We tested everybody, so don’t be alarmed! Taylor also added. “Thank you for all the birthday wishes. You are my best friend.