Vanderpump Rules fans may be eager to reunite with their favorite on-screen SURvers, but when it comes to Raquel LevissHer feelings are mixed as she heads into Bravo’s 10th season.

This pageant star appeared in the July 8 episode with her co-star. Scheana Shay‘s podcast, Scheananigans, admitting that she’s “nervous” to start filming VPR‘s upcoming season—namely, because she’ll be forced to interact with her ex-fiancé, James Kennedy

Raquel stated, “It will be a new dynamic this time, and we haven’t hung out in a while, so it’s certainly going to be an entirely different situation than what I’m used to.”

Scheana pointed out that Raquel had an awkward encounter with James before, as well as James’ new girlfriend. This was however at the iHeartRadio Music Awards where the paparazzi captured the whole moment.

Raquel said that filming is her favorite part of the process. DoesHere are some reasons to celebrate. I’m really closer to you. Ariana [Madix], Brock [Davies]  [Tom]SandovalAnd even more [Tom] SchwartzRaquel said, “so it will be less stressful because I feel like a genuine friend, which is going be fun to film.”