“I don’t know whether I felt empowered by dressing scantily clad, showing cleavage, etc …or if I just felt it was expected of me,” she wrote on Instagram, “but now I can confidently and 100% proudly say, modesty is what empowers me these days.”

Crystal appeared also on The Girls Next Door Show on TV Continue reading She reflected back on her year in the Mansion. “In a lot of ways it was a sanctuary to me, but in other ways, it was my prison,” she wrote. I’m still recovering from some experiences. Sometimes it feels contradictory to look back. “I really feel the need to open up with you and be honest about everything.

You can watch the video Playboy secrets trailer here ahead of its Jan. 24 premiere.